Charles Irwin - ​should i Lyrics

Of wasting my life?
[?] Am I just wasting time?
In my mind see him outside my house
What am I supposed to worry about?
Should I feel this way
Or am I a waste of life
I tried dear but I'm just wasting time
Watch me, let me go
You should know that you're the greatest soul
Don't be surprised that she died
It happens all the time
Oh, through the smoke she looked back
Shes on her phone
All her fault
All her fault