Dawgg - Clearing Off My Chest Lyrics

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[Verse 1]
Have you ever felt like you've had some regrets, I have
It's a bag of regrets, the worries building up
Trynna to help my days but it's just makin' me go crazy
Shit, I feel like a prisoner in my own room
Trynna get out to the world, I don't know what the outside looks like now
Spittin' out a rhyme, some fuckers just wanna fuck with Chris
I'll put my heart and soul on everything, even keeping me and Emma together
It's a struggle, but that all depends on how much I'll act my age
I got my emotions building up, exploding like a volcano
Lava floodin' as I'm lying in bed, crying and wishing I was dead
Suffering from depression ever since my gran died in 2016
It's a lonely time when I sit in my room, writing lyrics
Trynna be like my idol and rap the best
Though I got stuff to clear off my chest
I'm tryin' to take out the knife stickin' out my chest
[Hook]
Standin' in the dark, trynna get out but I'm clearing off my chest
I gotta escape, no struggle and clearing off my chest
I got so much worries and need to let out
[Verse 2]
Life is hard to live, while you walk, there's a spirit behind you drawing a wall with chalk
I know people go through shit, feelin' they worthless but I'm struggling the same
Earning dough from my depression though, I gotta keep my head strong
While I write this song, fuck a fuckin' bitch who doesn't know how it is
I am talkin' about Catherine, how backstabbin' she was at school and college
Tried to seduce me and tried to make love to me but I wasn't ready for it
I told her, she didn't listen so this thing is kind of a stab at her
I know how to make life perfect, well, I used to know tho
It's just a point to know and get, I've not yet been in debt
Life is just a prison cell and I'm the prisoner
I wanna escape it at times, I so I take a blade and put it thro my skin
Feel that pain 'til I go insane, it's just this world that's so fuckin' makin' me like this
[Hook]
Standin' in the dark, trynna get out but I'm clearing off my chest
I gotta escape, no struggle and clearing off my chest
I got so much worries and need to let out
[Verse 3]
Time to mention a time I dissed Emma on a rhyme and said she was a bitch habit
I gotta think back, when I did that and it was a year ago, I think
When I was Ceeingee... life was a bit bad for me you see
It had so many times I'd rather forget
I'm still making Ceeingee songs, and Icy Pop ones too
Still got albums and songs that are unfinished so I'mma release them under the name I wrote them as
Wanna blow some gas, life is a task and it could be the last
I just wanna feel like a somebody, it's a fact
I know it, but as I go through it... tip top toeing with it
Thro the tulips, having some acid trips... gotta have some ass to my lips
Life is fuckin' annoying at times, I'mma live it tho and try get by
[Hook]
Standin' in the dark, trynna get out but I'm clearing off my chest
I gotta escape, no struggle and clearing off my chest
I got so much worries and need to let out